Queen Mary - Long Beach :) JULY 4th
Beautiful fireworks but bizarre night. Car was overheated and stuck in traffic for God knows how long. I love the beach nonetheless, it is worth it.
What's up world?! Movie winning awards and an 6.6 earthquake in Panama, what are you tuning to?
For me, my interest is shifting to chess, the ultimate strategy board game that was originated from china in the 204-203 B.C.e by Han Xin. Yes he was of course a military leader, a wicked man who can think many steps ahead. Me, I don't have any familiar characteristics and so it's extremely brain-draining. Yes, I might be understating my undeveloped ability for judging it based on a few games I just play for the first time. gotta get myself a chess set and take it on, who knows, might just be at the chess championship like "June" in The Joy Luck Club. I'm truly amazed by those young talented chess players all over the world ♔ chess fwt!
I went to the gym today. Seeing the pool again evoked an elusive memory of mines as I have been trying to recall past memories for quite a month now. The water was clear and blue. It was flashing, shining, reflexing sunlight intrinsically, asking me to join in like always. While being adored by the splashing pool, I felt inferior to the people who were swimming. I could never swim. Every now and then, I would try, again and again. Swimming classes could not improve my poor skills, or rather no skill at all. It was all back when I was a little girl, there’s nothing in my flashback that tells me about age or year. All I can see is me grasping for air, my arms and legs kept on kicking and reaching and everybody around, no one saw me. I remember the chlorine taste, it wasn’t salt or pure water. Filled my little stomach with it, like having a deadliest spasm I thought it was the end of my life, this was how I die, just drowning helplessly. I have aqua-phobia ever since that water was trying to swallowing me in its enormous inextricable form of existence. They said you always get eight longest second before you actually die, before your soul leave your body. I guess within those eight seconds I snatched my life back from whoever was trying to take me away, you know that ghost with the huge axe. Till now, I still don’t have any clue how my hopeless thrashing movements pushed me back up to reach the side of the pool. The most intriguing thing I still think about is how crowded the water park was, how people were surrounding me unaware that I drown slid down one of the highest slides in there. Maybe some of them witnessed but didn’t care enough to rush over to rescue a little girl? Maybe some thought I was an inborn swimmer, who was brave enough to test her ability? This remains unanswered and overtime will efface into mist, a cold minty one.
for the longest time, i've dreaming of having a set of guitar and an amplifier. this is it, starting from today and forever lasting my adventure of playing guitar. it is now or never, i will be the greatest guitarist ever alive (beside all the legendary artists like led zeppelin, jimmy hendrix, or tenacious d of course) they're all my heroes and inspiration to all young guitarists/artists out there. the choice is up to me. wish me luck people and i might perform at your birthday. just kidding, I'm well aware theres no luck when it comes to skill and practice one's willing to put in. i wish i was one of the kids in "the school of rock" movie. well it's never to late to do what you want (unless your beyond the age of living...). you are never obligate to not pursue your dreams.
i have Short pinky :( |  "anyone, regardless of their nature can be trained to do anything."
John b. watson
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what i bought:
Kashmir guitars
belclaire amplifier gf-20mc
